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Created on 2006-10-20 04:57:38 (#11428165), last updated 2009-06-21
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Basic Info| Name: | has_potential |
|---|---|
| Location: | Canada |
BioWell I'm not "fat" by clinical terms, but I'm not skinny or at all in shape. I have a good 30lbs that I could lose. I don't consider it arrogant or vain to say that I have the potential for a body one could be happy with. I just have a damn hard time losing the extra weight I have.
BECAUSE I'm not "obese" and am actually smaller than some of my friends, my desires to lose weight go unvalidated. If anything should slip about me watching what I eat or exercising, here is an example of the response I get:
Friend: Wanna go to the movies later?
Me: Ah, I was planning to go to the gym later...
Friend: Holy anorexic, what the fuck are you exercising for you're so skinny!
Friend: We're getting pizza what do you want on it?
Me: Well I'm not that hungry (even if I am), do they have salad or anything?
Friend: Salad?..For christ's sake just eat a piece of pizza.
Me:...ok...do they have chicken wings too?
...and then it goes downhill from there.
IN CONCLUSION I made this journal to search for people who are living in the real world, and understand that whether we like it or not, how we look does effect and even determine our quality of life.
Although not clinically diagnosed, I have done my research and believe that I have binge eating disorder with anorexic tendencies.
Here are my stats:
Height: 5'9"
HW: 147
LW: 118
CW: 135
STG:125
LTG:110 (or less, depending on how I feel)
My ultimate goal, is control.
BECAUSE I'm not "obese" and am actually smaller than some of my friends, my desires to lose weight go unvalidated. If anything should slip about me watching what I eat or exercising, here is an example of the response I get:
Friend: Wanna go to the movies later?
Me: Ah, I was planning to go to the gym later...
Friend: Holy anorexic, what the fuck are you exercising for you're so skinny!
Friend: We're getting pizza what do you want on it?
Me: Well I'm not that hungry (even if I am), do they have salad or anything?
Friend: Salad?..For christ's sake just eat a piece of pizza.
Me:...ok...do they have chicken wings too?
...and then it goes downhill from there.
IN CONCLUSION I made this journal to search for people who are living in the real world, and understand that whether we like it or not, how we look does effect and even determine our quality of life.
Although not clinically diagnosed, I have done my research and believe that I have binge eating disorder with anorexic tendencies.
Here are my stats:
Height: 5'9"
HW: 147
LW: 118
CW: 135
STG:125
LTG:110 (or less, depending on how I feel)
My ultimate goal, is control.
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